Not-so-Happy New Year!

2009.. what is up with people and 2009??!! Yeah I know another year has started. So?!?? Its another year every year for crying out loud! Yeah it does give you an excuse to get drunk and party hard but you can do that everyday if you want! It is so totally bugging me!!! "what did you do for new year??".. "what are your new years resolutions?" UGH!!! Its like shut up already! It is just time passing by! What is the big deal?! Everyone is saying "this is year will be good". Sure, I believe you!- NOT!! There has been so much happening since last few months. How can everything be "good"? When everyone is looking forward to a peaceful year, there is another terrorist attack in India. But hey, this year is going to be good right! I don't know why but I really feel like shutting these people up!

I Say!!!!!!

Me on Eve of Examinations!
From crap to craptacular to worst...
Me argiung with my boyfriend!
Never argue with a foolish person.. You are bound to lose the arguement..
Me being Optimistically Lazy!
Who said Nothing is Impossible.. I have been doing Nothing for so many years...It is possible..

Wat do U say??

are you even LISTENING???

dear god,

you are supposed to be the 'know all' right?

---then how on earth do u keep forgetting the simple fact that im just human!!

your truly,

pree..

Missing u.. Mumma!!

i have always associated a particular smell with hospitals-a weird combination of antiseptics, injections, medicines and room fresheners... makes me want to throw up each time. hospitals are places of both death and birth,but it's always the former that i have associated with these places. they even smell of death. even the swankiest ones. green cloth, stretchers, dark rooms,white uniforms... and that smell. nothing has helped me get that smell out of my system.i hope a blog post helps this time...

mom is admitted in d hospital.. and now a days veryday i'am goin there to meet her, to feed her and to chat with her.. as well as praying god when will b she come back to home..?? its really painful to stay @ home without her... missing her badly.. :(

To them I owe it all!!

Take care of your parents..... THEY ARE PRECIOUS.........

If you think that this is just another Thanksgiving note…It’s not!!!It’s a short (trying) description of the things I owe to the species called “Parents”...

Age 12- Mom, why don’t you give me pocket money like other parents to eat in the school canteen?Age 15-Daddy, I am 15, I can use Internet, please give me SPACE to grow.Age18- It was just a breezer Dad; I am an adult now, stop treating me like a kid.

Didn’t you always think that time was passing by and you had many things to achieve in life?No one wants to be old. Everyone needs their space, so do your Parents. Maybe they are not cool enough but they were, before they switched to parenthood.
They have spent most of their life in cleaning your SHIT.
SHIT, when you were a stinking baby.
SHIT, when you pronounced all those crappy words in your Teens.
SHIT, when you were are an adult (young). You never stood by when they needed you the most..

And here they are today, your parents; awaiting your singe call to say a “Hi” rather than, “Mom, I am not going to be home on this vacation"...
I am not giving you Gyaan. I didn’t follow these crappy things either. But, hey, I am making an effort here. An effort that can help you make someone’s day.Remember the chapter we read when in 8th std, I guess. That talks about a simple logic of making 3people happy in a day leading to 3000 gradually. So, as charity begins at home, why not initiate??

I just want to say .. “Mom, Dad I love you a lot. And thanks for being there for me”.

Love and Like

Well this post comes from personal experience with a tinge of poetry in the end..It goes like this..

Infront of the person you like, your heart beats fasterBut infront of the person you love, you get happy..
Infront of the person you love, winter seems spring..But infront of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter..
Infront of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind..But infront of the person you love, you CAN..
Infront of the person you like, you tend to get shy..But infront of the person you love, you can always show your own self..
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like..But you always smile and stare into the eyes of the you love..
When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting..But when the one you love is crying, you end up crying youself with them...
So if you stop liking the person you used to like, all you need to do is..
Turn your face..But if you try to close your eyes, LOVE turns into a drop of tearAnd remains in your heart forever....

Stop AIDS..!!

World Aids Day... well just another day in our lives... but just 1 day less in the lives of Aids patients.... why is it that every yr when this day arrives , n all the talk abt Hiv n Aids start... 1 or 2 mnths down the line and every1 has forgotten about it... i think we as citizens are more responsible for this. Even today i see top delegates of the world countries meeting in a nice location to DISCUSS abt the situation...My Point is WHAT IS LEFT TO DISCUSS... the situation is terrible... 6 million aids patients... 3 million of them r the poorest of poor... cannot afford the retro-viral drugs which in developed countries is taken for granted...

A formal request to ppl of the world :

Every human being is born with the right to live... no other human is lesser or higher than any1... every 1 is equal.... Me ... I consider my self HUMAN FIRST N INDIAN SECOND... We aree known to spend so much of our time and money on materialistic objects that we have forgotten that it is every humans responsibility to look after 1 another... How about spending some time volunteering .... looking after patients , or children in shelters... how about donating a part of ur earnings to organisations like CRY , AYBI and other organisations who are doing a magnificient job in taking care of ppl... So i think time has come for us to realise that all this time of talking and discussion on topics is over TIME HAS COME FOR ACTION.... we should all help in small little ways in terms of time and money to help humans not only in india but all over the world....

MiXeD eMoTiONs...

Why do I often fail to understand the person I always thought I knew well?
Why is it that though I 'know' evryone around me is good, i cant overlook the fact that they DID hurt meat some point or the other?
Why do I never forget to forgive those who brought tears to me and hardly remember the times they made me smile?
......

Ant there are so many unanswered 'WHYs' which still haunt me!
I love and Hate a person at the same time....I cry and smile at the same moment....Ifeel Loved and Hated at the same instant....Moreover, I Trust and Doubt the Same Person... I regret Trusting those Few i did, at times.... and also regret NOT Trusting those I dint!
Am I the only One going through this turmoil of Mixed Emotions or is there anyone else to accompany me on this path??
(Btw, DO I NEED A FELLOW TRAVELLER???)

Think Again

They deem me mad
Because I will not sell my days for Gold;
I deem them mad
Because they think my days have a Price...

"Self-Consciously"

"Good evening,How are you?"
"Fine,thank you", were the only words we exchanged.
Then,side by side,we started walking.....feeling uneasy.
Both were aware of the uncomfortable silence...
We stopped,smiled...awkwardly... apologetically... blushed red... groped for words.
But to no avail.
With beads of perspiration on our heads...
We walked on and on self-consciously......
Just something I wrote long back..this has been really close to my heart....

MY LIFE IS WIRED!!!

….sounds weird? Trst me, feelz more weird!

I sleep wit all the wires arnd me (Extension cord, Cell charger, Lappy charger…), I wake up witin the samepool…another string is attached to ma ears wen I leave mah room – 4 coll, 4 mess or 4 newhr else on the globe…. And that poor little wire, again peeps wen I enter my room at night….. after blowing my ears for some 18 hrs…

MONDAYZ strt wit “SOME BULLSHIT MANAGEMENT SUBJECTS IN coll” and end wit “TASTELESS MESS FOOD like YEAKS” of mah very xstance! TUESDAY mornings BANG wit “wearing UNIFORM” which make me feel like a ‘chee!’(a piece of shitt!).. And WEDNESDAYS take over the trend to screw up mah life even more frthr…without letting me have the pleasure of spending my Tuesdays with Fun…THURSDAY luvs to keep me surrounded in dat same confused, stingy, messy uniform….FRIDAYS r reminders of the graduation days….ahh…wotta fun it was!! Ruling the entire college….teachers ready to struggle wit u in ur projects…co-operating wit u to change the topic the last moment….these very thots drift me 4m the class and take me to another world….so I have no clue abt the MATERIALS MANAGEMENT taught in the class….unless o’crs they’re applied to mah personal life…wish I cld cr8 an INTERESTING LIFE for mah freedom as well……….. and by the end of SATURDAY, instead of planning abt the fun to b xprncd on the weeknd, m still at the cross-roads trying to differentiate between the CORPORATE MANAGEMENT, CORPORATE CULTURE & CORPORATE ENVIRONMENT in UNIFORM again!Thinking SUNDAYS could b ‘MY DAY’, they ditch me and escape mah vision witin a blink of the eye!And one fine day I realize……OMG! Its already time!!!! got an exam to write….gotta rushhhh……………
……DAMNNN!!!!!!!!!! Grrr…..

When I was....err...a kid..!!

I was in kindergarten... My sis is 7yrs elder than me.. she generally used to drop to my school. Once I forgot to take my water bottle from her while entering the school (it was a round red bottle!),so she came back to give it to me. Morning assembly was going on and I was standing first in the line. From there I could see my sis waving my bottle at me from the gate. When I saw her, I ran to her took my bottle and came back. The principal and teachers stared at me in horror with a how-dare-you expression on their face. I smiled at them innocently and went back to my line.Oh! Such a cutie pie I was!

In my 1st std, one day our teacher asked us to bring our brush and toothpaste to school the next day. And the next day was fun! We spent a lot of time brushing and the teacher brushed with us!

In my 5th std I shifted my school for the 1st time and it was horrible. I had no friends there. I only remember 3 things that happened in that school.

>>We used to eat our Tiffin during the class!

>>Once I had to say the pledge during morning assembly and I was nervous. I stopped mid-sentence and started crying!

>>I lost my 1st Milton bottle there. I have lost many more after that but never a Milton coz my mom never got me another one :P

In my 6th std I again shifted schools and there I have got so many new nd nice friends.I am a talker frm childhood only.. I used to(still i do) talk a lot in classroom.. Then the beast of the teacher asked my classmates not to talk to me! Can you imagine any teacher doing that?

In my 7th std I learnt the meaning of crush coz I had one;) and in 10th I got transferred to another place and I cried so much!

Then all the infatuation wearied off nd we never met again.

In my 11th std,I changed school again and here I learnt a game called truth nd dare. It was really fun!Well I completed my schooling in that school itself.

Those years were the best years of my life so far. The actual growing up time and the real, true fun...

Making friends...

forget-me-not!!!

We remember those people whom we forget.

When I never forgot you, how can I remember you?

PS: Just a post to all my friends around the globe to let them know that I love them on all days(not just on Friendship Day but on any Random Day!)!

CRAP!!!

So,um bored again...
Lets play a game..I kinda like this game..'coz I like answering questions(actually 'm feelin like fillup a slam book after so long..!!)
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
"A*****e....F**k off...,Get lost you moron!!" :) :) (nothing better than venting out my anger then and there itself :P )
2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Umm...make sure that my parents are freakin' proud of me and of whatever I'v achieved in life... 3. Whose butt would you like to kick??
My Computer teacher....!! (actually,given a chance,I'd like to destroy him completely..and have no regrets whatsoever..!)
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Will spend it..basically on books,gadgets,a world tour..And invest the rest of it...
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Ahem...ahem.....(people who know me will know the answer to this one;)...But anyways,I think I will..coz my best friend will know me through n through..and nothing's better than having your best mate as your soul mate :) :)
6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone I love....thats the best thing that can happen to anyone :)
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
For as long as I will love him...lol!!! (But I think I can wait for a freakin' long time..in eternal hope....)
8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
Realize that we were just not meant to be..and that someone out there is waiting for me to come along...:) :)
9. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?
I dont know if this comes under "social cause" or not but I'd definately want to work for the senior citizens and make sure that they do not have to be dependent on anyone for leading a happy and secure life...
10. What takes you down the fastest?
Anything that hurts my ego...
11. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Somewhere doing a good job in my workfield and also as a successful wife and mother... :)
12. What's your fear?
Not being able to meet my parents' expectations...
13. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and rich....lolz..
14. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Think of all the things I have to get done by the end of the day....
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
The one who can love me back with the same intensity as I love him.... ;)
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Totally..but only when I'm absolutely convinced that the relationship is worth it...
17. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
Forgive-yeah I guess..eventually. Forget-maybe...dont know...
18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?Single...
"CONFUSED"!! (as of now...!!!)

I wish I were a kid..!!

Just smile at everybody

have a nice sleep where ever i am and whenever i want

forget about the past too easily

never think of the futurebe with whoever i want to be with

spread the innocence all around

make my neighbour envy

dream about nothing

blabber meaninglessly and be understood

hit somebody still don't get them hurt

not to dream about my boy much

dance with my loved one

tell someone i'm thinking of them

listen to someone's heart

have no reason to exult

be cared by all

explore every possibility to be nonsense, still make sense

spend some time praying

be with a friend alwayshug a loved one

feel cupidity

babble something to console a friend

feel possessive of a friend

weep in ignorancenot to hold any grudge

smell the rain with a friend

feel the breeze with a friend

giggle along the waves with a friend

spread lovelinessbreath ecstasy

feel the humour

feel like a princess

feel the comfort in othersunder

go solitude sometimeget the blessings

not to wait for someone to say yesrejoice with my fellows

make everybody happy

I have been around the blog world for over an year now,creating and deleting blogs.So I am sure most of you don't know me.
Oh! ya,I have always been known as a volatile person and a lil complicated too.So can't say how long even this blog will last ;)I am a well covered person and there have been only few ppl who could see the real me.Once upon a time I used to think all emotions are to be expressed,but lately I have realised,the trick is in hiding your emotions.Though it was difficult in the beginning,I am getting better.
I love unique names and thats how this blog got its name.And yes,though I love colors,the theme of my blog will be colorful(as far as possible)!(Ask the painter).I love things different.I love change.Well,I am the kind of person who cannot be understood by just writing an "about me" article.So I would suggest all my dear friends to just wait and read my upcoming posts to know me better....

"The Guy on Heroin" (My personal title to Kasab)

The Guy on Heroin.... that's the title I personally give Kasab (the only terrorist caught alive after the attack on 26/11 in Mumbai) because it seems to me, not only the ministers in Pakistan but also its citizens are on heroin (YES YOU RETARDED MINISTERS, HE IS A PAKISTANI! YOU ACCEPT IT OR NOT!).



According to Kasab he "thought that he was on Mission Kashmir". Right. We believe you. After all you're a 4 year old kid who sucks on his thumb and knows nothing at all! We know that you people are brainwashed and fed bullshit to make you believe you're going on Jihad, which is actually nothing but killing innocent civilians and changing lives of many others who want to live happily and peacefully. But I would like to remind you, you are a human being and possess the ability to think for yourself.



He wanted to apologize to his mother expecting her to forgive him. If he cares so much about his mom then he should have stopped when she did try to stop him! Well, if his mother is in her right state of mind, then she would never forgive him for this. If there is anything she could be feeling, she would be disturbed, sad and ashamed. I really hope no one on this planet (or beyond) ever has a child who is like Kasab or his fellow "jihadis". If they can think of themselves and their parents, then why didn't they see the 2 year old Israeli kid whose parents (a Rabbi and his wife) they killed? The way that child was crying made me want to kill those terrorists myself.



The article says that Kasab believed that it was "God's wish that he carry out that attack". This is the only guy who knows what god wants. Impressive. He also doesn't regret what he did, i.e, killing the innocent people. However he will not pick up a gun again. I would like to bring it to his notice that HE WILL NOT LIVE TO BE ABLE TO PICK UP A GUN AGAIN!.



"Kasab believed that his trainers were sent by god to help the `jihadis' carry out these attacks. When asked about the one person who reportedly left the training camp midway, Kasab attributed it too to god's will." Sure. If they were sent by god, he made a big freaking mistake there, didn't he?!??! And I certainly don't "attribute to god's will" when it comes to that one person who left camp midway. I would rather say the guy had brain and courage to do so!



Well Mr, weather you call yourself a so called Jihadi or the one who was sent by god, to me you are nothing but a TERRORIST who deserves to be chopped into billions of pieces! No matter how many more crappy stories you make up. At the end of the day, you are a terrorist (made and sponsored by: PAKISTAN!).And by the way, Kashmir was never yours! You didn't even have a freaking piece of land that you actually owned! There will be no Pakistan if India didn't spare you some land! So be happy and thankful with what you have and let the people of Kashmir live in peace!



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