big girls DON'T CRY!!!!

i magine a perfect relationship.a relationship full of love, passion, respect, tolarence, understanding and happiness. imagine that u wake up to swwet good mornings and go to bed aftr a good night kiss.every single day.365 days a yr.no exceptions.no failures. just every single day.

imagine that a simple smile of the person u love is brightening up ur day.and the way they look at u takes ur breath away.and the soft touch of their hands makes u realize that they will never let u fall.

imagine that u have someone who u would like to share hard times with.someone u want to have beside u in a strom.someone who u know wont let u down.wont betray ur trust.someone who knows who u r.accepts all ur fauls and loves u anyway.someone who sees ur heart nd touches ur soul.

imagine that ur fairly tale finally has come true and u r happy! u really r..
and each time when u whisper "i love u" u remind urself that this is the best that ever happened to u.and u dont want to let it go. ever!!

have u really imagined all these things???
now imagine there is no'happily ever after kinda thing is there between u two. there is no future.there is nothing.there is just emptiness.

because this perfect relationship has to end.because due to circumstances no matter how great wonderful and amazing ur true love is u will have to let go.. because there r things u cant control.because life has its own rules.because u cant win all the games.and because of all this one fine day u have to let go of ur dream.

because at some point u cant afford having a relationship which leads u nowhere.at some point u need to settle down and move on.no matter how big ur love is.no matter how happy u r..

at some point u have got to take this decision and accept that fairy tales dont always the happy endings.and urs is just one of them.

but how do u do this?how do u end something which makes u happy??
its like a heart surgery..
but the heart is urs.
and the surgen is u.
and the outcome is unpredictable.

so how do u decide for a surgery if u still have this tiny hope that things might work out.that circumstances will favour u and life suddenly will change its rules.how do u make a decision of cutting ur own heart if ur fairy tale has a smal chance of a happy ending??even if ur mind realizes its not goin to happen!!! HOW???
the decisions about FOREVER.
FOREVER which u dont have.

u want to be happy and u want them to be happy too.u want to be happy together.
the bitter truth of life says u cant.the sweet hope of urs says u might.
u have to make a decision.not about whether to cut or not.but about when to cut.now or later.either ways it will hurt.or else it will be tough.

whoever said big girls dont cry.. was mistaken.. they DO!!!!

Love You!! Miss You!!

This picture is dedicated to Mitu,my Ex-roomie and my Soulmate.I guess the picture speaks for itself,so I need not say anything!

You ask,why this post?Well we have been best friends for a long time but never spent much time together...and now that she is living in another country,I cnt even meet her nd also we hardly talk to eachothr over ph..:(

Today I am missing her a lot,so here I am....